super stella crazy lush

A desperate elation and a few words of sardonic fear.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I'm so lazy I'm posting old stuff

His skin has a pale luminescence, almost like the clarity of the moon on a summer’s night, yet retaining that unique quality of living flesh. His chestnut curls frame a handsome face innocent with the affects of sleep. Long lashes lay against slightly flushed cheeks. I want to devour the details of his physical essence, knowing the limitlessness of human cells unconsciously denies me. The skin of his neck glides gently under the movement of my hand; fingers memorising every tiny crevice; discovering the diversity of perfection that exists in every minuscule texture of skin. Each hair bends under my finger tips, disturbed by the brush of skin, only to fold silently back into place. The soft down on the back of his neck smells like our future babies and I luxuriate in the pleasure of his creamy scent.

The inconstant light of a candle plays games with our profiles against the cool stone wall across the room. The stage for a fantasy played out by shadow actors, the erotic memory pressed into the shiny white surface like a sunset on a cloudy day: amber, rose and mandarin. I can sense that basic emotion I reserve only for him, assert itself inside my belly and across my lungs. My pulse flutters noticeably in my throat and I recall the sensation of his full lips hot on my mouth; a string of kisses down my back; goose bumps despite the heat and the sweet taste of contentment in my mouth.

Questions? Comments?

Ok, so I'm a bit lazy

Well its because my computer has been broken... and I've been sick :(
I couldn't believe it! I was all ready to sit down at the machine and blog away, I pressed the on button and it didn't come on! So I checked to make sure it was plugged in and.... it was!!!! So now I'm stuck. And what's worse, all the geeks I know to fix it are going to the stupid snow this weekend so I'm going to be without a computer for at least a week! Stupid geeks!
Now I don't have anything to say except I'm sad cos I have no computer.
I'm supposed to be doing some creative writing to hand in to class on Thursday but I've got no frickin' idea what to write. I could fictionalise and dramatise my pathetic inability to move on from my ex but that would be kind of boring and passe.
I don't know what to do!!!!!
Writing about writer's block has already been ruled out. Any suggestions?!
I had this great idea to do a Carrie-like serial on my dating dramas and, considering the success of my first attempt a finding true-love at the pub on a Saturday night, that seemed like a good idea. However, I have since realised that this was limited by my ability to actually go out and research.
Sigh!

Thursday, August 25, 2005

This is my first blog!

I'm at uni and instead of writing a typically gorgeous piece of prose I am creating a blog.

I have nothing to say really except the words to a song which changes my life everytime I hear it:

Let's go down now into the darkness
of your thoughts
hurry up now
we're waiting for
us to fall
I fall to pieces now (I fall to pieces now)
a broken mirror (I fall to pieces)
in your life

The silence in black and white
falling forward as she walks toward the light

I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio

I sleep with one eye open so I can
see you breathing (I sleep with one eye open)
I follow your chest home
Until I, (so I can see you breathing)
I can see you, I can hear you breathe in exhale

The silence in black and white

I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio
I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio

KNOW KNOW

I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)

I'm outside of your window with my radio
you are the only station
you play the song I know
you are the song I know

Please don't hate me cos I'm emo :(